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5:04 PM, 3/12/2026

Starting to lose my passion for art. I'm realizing how dumb my art looks and how lazy I am that I can't study art by myself. Of course my shitty islamic school can't provide proper art classes, I'm not even sure if art programs will help me or if they'll waste my parent's money. I don't want to even stare at a piece of paper. I actually hate everything.

2:18 PM, 2/22/2026

I like C00Z0 and M00NEE a lot actually!! best roblox myths

3:07 PM, 2/18/2026 (now recording time and date)

long entry incoming!!
ramadan mubarak! I don't really have that much planned for it, just trying to get through the month without breaking my fast. I can't wait to eat my sister's bland red velvet cookies ;-; other than that ive been trying to get myself to redo this website but i dont have the motivation for it anymore. I've been really unmotivated and tired lately of just everything. I feel like perfectionism is really getting to me because I dont seem to like anything I make, or like, its just not fun. Im basically forcing myself to animate something because I put like 4+ hours into this and Im not going to waste it. I cant even read books anymore. I want to read, but its so boring. Im tired of using my brain and im tired of thinking

2/6/2026

yea im totally deleting this whole website soon

1/26/2026

just a little something I wanted to share with the world

1/25/2026

sometimes i am really tempted to delete all my socials

blair witch project yuri ending where heather marries the blair witch and josh and mike are the flower guys or something

1/22/2026

now i realize how stupid my homepage and index look...theyre totally getting a redo(¬_¬")

1/18/2026

OH MY GOD ALL MY PREVIOUS ENTRIES R SO CRINGE...yea im clearing all of this this never happened