this is where i rant sometimes

9/20/2025 , 9:52 PM

first blog entry here! i guess. i usually do this stuff on tumblr but sometimes i think about ditching social media as a whole. anyways
is it weird that bonemarrow from ihasafacelulz makes me really jealous?? sounds stupid but like. she's everything i want to be. she's quiet, and good at coding, and just badass. and knows how to doxx people. i want to learn how to do that. i wish i was her so badly like its weird. and her friends think she's cool. ive basically been distancing/ghosting all my irl friends because all i do is act weird and be annoying (except for mono). the only friend im considered "cool" around is him, but i can tell he's sick of texting first. Im sick of being me. also currently listening to slipknot rn im trying to expand my tastes

9/21/2025, 1:11 PM

ive been working on my website for about 3 hours now, at this rate im going to develop scoliosis (yarab not). i played some minecraft today, almost got lost in a cave, creeper blew up my chest, went fishing, killed a trident drowned.
I have a geometry quiz tomorrow, and im honestly too lazy to study. I think i'll just review my notes on the way to school.
im also planning on making a cardboard mask of my bonemarrow kinsona, but theres no cardboard at my dad's house, so ill see if there is when i go to my mom's.

9/22/25, 12 PM

bonemarrow was so metal for this

9/27/25

hello. I just finished my economics homework. also watching a video on liveleak. I wonder what it would be like to be on it. Anyways, me and my friend mono kept screwing around in roblox studio. It was pretty hilarious, and we kept dying of laughter. Its a sword fighting game, and ill put the link here when im done! I really should be studying right now.

10/2/25 8:10 PM

happy october! i wish i was a hikkiomori.

10/2/25

i think i made this last year in 8th grade. i dont really remember selfshipping with goz lol but here i guess